Any word will do

Sometimes reality drifts away from me for long periods at a time. Sometimes I don't even stop to wonder why and how. These times can be the happiest of all times. For months I have been unavailable emotionally and in matters that requires any kind of dedicated attention. I have been far gone into the depths of a beautiful soul. A force so overpowering and overwhelming, that I don't even wanted to let go of it if I could, that makes me tremble of pure joy, how could one resist anything that tempting? Yet temptation is not the right word, for the word is clouded with irrational feelings and behavior. But any word would corrupt the purity of one soul's love for another soul. So I guess, any word will do.