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I found myself doing something very unusual today. As i strode across a meadow bathed in moonlight I was suddenly struck by it's overwhelming intensity and i felt an urge to just lie down in the snow and look up - and so I did. I lay there for several minutes of which I was not aware of. The moon was so bright that I had to look away from time to time not to get blinded. Everything in the night sky was illuminated and distorted in beautiful circle-like formations. The snow around me was to surprise not in any way unpleasant, the cold did not reach trough my jacket and the ground was no way near my thoughts due to the snows softened embrace. I was happy.

Misunderstood, like everybody else

I have just realized that theres only two kinds of people that i know of. Firstly there's the kind people that understands me and think that I'm the most interesting person and wants to be around me even though i'm so utterly close to insane. The others are misunderstanding, they see only the misunderstandable person who sometimes appear to be, thinking of me nothing but weird. I shall be the first to say that me being weird is as true as gravity, I can not deny my difference from the "normal" person. I know of only three persons who I know belong to the first category. For them I am grateful.

Break free

There's people who never overcome the medial accomplishments. I'm nothing like that. I can be perfect one day and nothing the next. Of course I want all my days to be somewhat alike performance wise, but I can't. I'm a complex person. I'm very much affected by interference caused by others and the conditions under which I have to perform. I will nevertheless try to make the best of it. I really need to improve my proactivity. I do feel sorry for those who live in mediocrity all of the time.